currently busy with....

1.  Time is running out - MUET

same macam test examiner gune aritu HAHA

that is all I can say for now..Firstly, I got to attend the MUET test for reading, writing and listening this Saturday (16/4/2011). for MUET, I am busy so I need to divide my time for classes, fyp and the test. I need to recall my brain cuz its already rust since I've leave the school and the latest for BI semester 3. hopefully for this coming Saturday I can make it with my very best effort. and I targeted for achieving Band 4 least and Band 5 the most. so everyone, pray for me. only Allah can return back your kindness reader. only if I have a reader. if didn't have one its okay. this is just my pieces of heart to share with u guys.

2.  Final Year Project (FYP)

those have arrow are my fyp group members (not in picture-sufian)

Secondly, I need to complete all the task given for my final year project (fyp). for my fyp, I don't know how to solve it because I didn't even have inspiration to finish it up. please Allah, give me chance to complete it. I'd like to cry every time I think about it. I think that this make my life completely a mess now. I don't know where to start, how to do this and that, how and how and how?? that is just only question that blown me away.

3. A word called "LOVE"

for the last thing is, the man which I love the most will fall to another girl (50% are my thought 50% more that it'll happen sooner or later). I don't know how to categorize this, is it me the one who fool or him?? but we both are just a person who didn't meant to be together i think. I need to sort this thing out, cuz this bloody little thing give me such an awful mind and horrible day to live. I keep waiting and waiting his text and phone call.. this thing kept me drawn by the wind and tears. thinking that why do I have to met u in my life. u make me suffer a lot boy. there is only u inside my heart, but u just at the other side having Ur life to the fullest. while I'm here the one who cry and kept thinking of u every night and day. so u guys get the answer right?? so u can say that I'm the fool one. but I don't care. In love and relationship, there will be someone who got to be the fool and the clever one. so in this case, I'm the fool one.  laugh at me now!! but boy i swear when i get the chance to love u, i will love u to the end of my life.because u r just not a toy for me baby, so don't worry about any bad thing will happen because we're just on the same path. I've already know bout yourself but I didn't even tell what happen in my previous life to u. So I need to get some time to tell u about this. so please give me a chance to talk to you about this thing. but i just think that is only in my dream maybe. because u just completely ignored me while I'm the one who running towards u..

4. A target called "lose Ur weight"

this is my latest picture

you guys got my point for now, hahahaha.. I kept thinking of this for a long time. as usual, when i start the routine its only last for 3-4 days, after that I can't control my diet anymore and just back to the previous way of life.. eat a lot, laugh a lot, play a lot and much more I do.. It is common I think for anyone who try to diet but then just give up and pray for miracle to happen (kurus tibe2) that was me actually.. LOL so now I'm starting back my diet and this time I'm gonna do this seriously with the hope that my weight will lose for about 20kilo in 4-5 months, in this period I need to cut down all the yummy rice, delicious chicken, red meat which I love the most, cold water the most important one, cheesy thing, ice cream and any other temptation that we have in Malaysia.. for your information I'm the food lover. Malaysian are all food lover. we have lots a variety of food and delicacies. how can we just resist to see it instead of taste it and eat it until finish right?? hahahaha there u go amalina, this kind of attitude just gonna make u fail.. I'm talking to myself. 

my diet so far

so only this for now, such a long entry today.. for me things happen for a reason.. so we didn't even know what will happen in future, so peeps just pray for the best and stay focus on what you doing now. have a nice day guys, wait for my next entry. maybe i will update about my muet test OK.. so guys take care.. don't drink and drive aha.. =) love u guys to the fullest, keep following me yaw.. XOXO